Oh no it’s been so long since you sent this, my poor anon. I’m so glad you enjoyed the fic!! Reading it in one go is so impressive to me. I’m glad it was able to keep your attention! Thank you for reading and for reaching out!! <333

I really like writing him a little bit anxious about everything. Haha. He’s definitely a watcher and a thinker, so any time I get to get in his head to react to the things going on around him, I’m happy.

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 thank u idk why probably the autism

I love how their bond formed early on with J’s extra dance lessons with M, and how their relationship has formed around that initial trust like a pearl. M has created a space for J to feel safe in his unconditional support, but they’re both so low key about it that the other members don’t even notice it happening rip