To hold and keep my anger issues also my ego and to handle the voice that keep talking on my head. It's like i can do easy with a lot of things but if it's to keep up with my own self, i just can't, i'll be so hard to myself (sometimes). So far i just found that i'm a type of person who usually don't care much about how failure or things will hit because i know the quality of my self-range when i try to gather my power to try it again. It's just about the voice inside my head & ego, if these two took the role to control myself, i will be the biggest mess.