I have.

Sometimes I run away as an act of self-defense, my head has thousands of scenarios that might happen and once the bad ones gain a slight probability and possibility to come true, I withdraw myself.

It’s not entirely good, what I did, and there’s no justification for that. But I just hope someone would just give me the reassurances and reasons as of why I won’t get hurt. Telling me that no one has the intention of hurting me.