Unnamed Sinner · 15d
Before retro goes down I'll leave my little idea here.
Roland and Angelica when Angelica approached Roland suggesting the idea of going for a baby and Roland being as nervous as if he was a first timer in sex because this time they are trying to start a family rather than just get off
Honestly I totally have that idea in my mind. Even if they both agreed on having a baby, Roland would be a lot more anxious about it. Angelica had her own traumas, but she also always had Argalia. She has a very strong concept of family and would've felt more secure in the idea. Vs Roland whose issues are very much rooted in loss and abandonment. Afraid of being lost to their child or Angelica and not able to care for or be there with them, afraid of being unable to bond with their child, afraid of not being able to love them as much as they need, afraid of not being a good enough parent. His fears would ease overtime, especially when Angelica got pregnant. But in the time to get there he would be riddled with anxieties in my mind.
