eat ur heart out is one of my favorite gn4p fics ever, i reread it all the time. the way you write S being so in denial, his assumed hatred for G coming from his own insecurities, the way you can see their dynamic mirrored in the way they have sex and vice versa…. both fighting for control but both losing control as they fall for each other, simultaneously accepting the reality yet shedding the restrictions of their secondary gender. they both have such strong personalities, an almost equal give and take, which is so unique in many fics but esp dom/sub ones, even more if it’s omegaverse. you have classic abrasive G but then you have S who’s just as bitter, just as biting. and then it’s G who’s making an honest attempt to court, to show S that he likes him, it makes it so much more adorable, and so much more REAL. it’s like a hate sex, enemies to lovers thing except they were never really enemies. despite the constant hatred S is trying to express, a love and understanding rests over the entire fic (i don’t know HOW you do that), one that the characters don’t even become privy to until the very end, when they finally realize they both don’t need to keep themselves within the restrictions of their secondary gender that even their close friends conform to to an extent, and that if they both aren’t who they’re “supposed” to be, they’re better off just being who they are, and that’s how they really connect. UGH. sorry, i’m just analyzing your own story back to you, but it truly blows me away the things you’re able to accomplish with your writing, in everything you write. eat ur heart out is just a personal fav of mine, the characterization is just so INSANE and i mean that in the best way possible. also just your descriptiveness, i can picture everything SO vividly. not to mention insanely good smut oh my god. you’re very talented and so many of us will continue to appreciate what you’ve written even if you’re no longer in the fandom. keep writing 🫶🏼