ahahahaha... taki exists in this perfect little area where certain qualities about her (i would say most significantly feeling second best/being overlooked compared to another person) resonate w me (or more specifically me when i was much younger) on a very deep level that make me feel very emotionally engaged with her, but she is also different enough from me that i find her interesting and compelling bc i can't just imprint my own expectations/experiences onto her (will not give you all lane's half a lifetime of psychotherapy but i'll just say she has held onto anger in ways i have never been able to lol)... ik i have said this abt mygo as a whole but shiina taki was truly made in a lab to make me crazy i s2g