losing myself

anything related to beach, ocean, ship, etc

failure. never being good enough

Being lied to, and for not being able to live up to my own expectations.

a lot. i feel like i live in fear.

Whatever I have now.

not being able to make my parents proud/happy

Losing myself. 😔

takut kakak pergi duluan

to see someone who i love the most gone right beyond my eyes...

Not being able to provide a comfortable life for my parents.

if I leave my internet friends without goodbye and telling them how much they meant for me.