i wish i could say any comprehensible thoughts about them but all i can say is i wish to mold them tgth like playdough and keep them warm by a fireplace. one thing i CAN say is that its so … heartbreaking that jiaoqiu’s retirement was due to so many deaths and that he can — if you choose to ask for help — be responsible for three more. the fact its one of the last few scenes he sees clearly is genuinely heartwrenching :( aughhhhh