no, it's not too intrusive, don't worry :^) uh, i think it was a combination of a lot of different things. i was sort of in a weird mental state all spring and summer for some issues with my living situation (nothing to do with my family, but another thing... lol its all very silly, but it gave me a lot of anxiety that kind of spilled over into other areas of my life), so i think that contributed to the feeling that i could not be Myself there or that i had to be a different version of myself in order to make people happy. i've also not been entirely satisfied with the way i engage with social media, so i think the shrinkage in scope has aided me in becoming... Being Less Terminally Online. some days, i really do regret deleting it. i miss some people from that account and i wish i could find them again. so yeah. Idk. im very foolish.