nin mauu curhat lg sedih ngerasa completely drained, exhausted even by the mere thought of meeting people, and yearning to isolate myself. i feel detached, as if i'm not worthy of my own existence. it’s as though i’m losing in the very life i’m living. deep down, i believe i’ll end up alone bcs people i hold dear will eventually leave, and it feels like they’re cruel for doing so. Iive reached the point of deactivating my accounts just to avoid any interaction. i keep questioning why others seem so fortunate while i remain trapped in this chaos, makin buruk gara-gara gue dituntut harus ajuin judul skripsi, makin sisjniks soalnya sedih knp org yang nyakitin gue tuh hidupnya fine-fine aja atau malah lebih seneng tapi gw kenapa malah kacau gini yaa huhu