♡ · 5mo
You think whenever gofushi go out to eat megumi loses his appetite because he suddenly disassociates nd remembers how shitty his life is. Realises the guy right next to him was meant to keep him safe (which he has to an extent) but instead groomed him. Realises gojo is supposed to be a guardian figure, ‘Satoru-nii’ or something but he realises that you cant even put a label on their relationship. It’s too many things at once, all he knows is that it’s fucked up. He’s snapped out of his thoughts when they’re eating nd gojo’s like “You gna finish the rest of that?” And when Megumi shakes his head, still lost in thought and just utterly depressed, gojo just shrugs nd takes the bowl from him. Random scenario I have been thinking about deeply. Gofushi in their daily life and casual scenarios are eating at me
NODS NODS NODS. i read megumi and dissociate in the same sentence and sat up so fast. i think he does that a lot. just suddenly spaces out and comes back to the reality of what gojo's doing. maybe when gojo gets a little too rough with him or he sees normal families interacting in public. i don't think he like fully snaps out of it and completely realizes that it's wrong bc gojo groomed him way too well (at least until he's an older teenager; then it is inevitable it comes crashing down on him as he tries to work his way through actual relationships) but he definitely has moments where he hates it and he can't remember why he lets gojo do this to him.
