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meow meow · 16d

ang hirap magpigil ng iyak sa byahe sa pov ni Solana at Leil. Sobrang sakit nung last line na “She had already lost one child. Had she lost another without realizing it” 😭 i just wish they would sit down and talk it out bc it is what they need the most. I remember that line in QOT san sinabi ni Haein na mas pinili nya mag-isa sa room resenting and hating Hyunwoo than to actually talk to him about the problem. And I think this is what actually happened with Leil and Lana 😭 instead of talking about what happened and healing together, they chose to shut each other out… My heart aches so much for Leil.. I can’t imagine how hard it is and how much longer she can carry that guilt as she’s been carrying it most of her life.. Sana magkaayos na sila magmommy kasi so much time was wasted 😭 to think Soleil did not have Solana growing up nor had that have 2-3 years with Lana before everything happened but like a year or less only before the twins were even born.. Really holding on to that hope na Solana did not lose another child without realizing it.

Sorry na huhuhu. Both of them lack communication; knowing Solana, she'd rather keep all her problems to herself. Even though she had a husband, she had a hard time voicing her thoughts. Soleil, on the other hand, was afraid. She didn't have much courage to talk to her mother. She just can't because she felt like it was her fault. Like mother like daughter, they shut everyone on their side; they push them away. They are used to carrying the burden alone and getting used to it; they don't solve it, they run away.

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