soobin feels naive for trusting beomgyu, for thinking all his stares and little touches were innocent, for fearing that he was making it into something it wasn't. when beomgyu had asked if he wanted to watch a movie with him, soobin had reluctantly agreed. it wasnt a big deal to be alone with his best friend’s dad, to be alone with beomgyu of all people. it does feel like a big deal when soobin screams his throat hoarse later that day, trying to get help before realizing that conveniently, nobody was home to notice.