Otor-nim for me, you did just the right thing. You informed us about what you are dealing with and didn't give us false hope. I know what it feels like to be swallowed by the world, to feel numb. But I promise you, you will feel whole again. At this point I'm not waiting only for the next update but I am also waiting for the time that you feel the excitement and joy of being you and being a writer again. Don't let the world dim your light otor. love lots!! 💗