local anon · 17d
genuine question bc I admire this so much and it blows my mind, plus my autism probably doesn't let my head wrap around it.. how would you be able to write opinions for days, plus game, plus work, plus take care of yourself? It feels like a superpower to have. To me even if I get excited my steam runs out after an hour of writing and then I can't do much but work and then sleep. brofists in freelance hell and solidarity
I am rather confused you think I'm managing a balance when what prompted this question is literally me saying I don't game as often as I used to because it takes me up to a month to get back to a work groove and therefore I've only really gamed when I'm stuck in a depressive swing. The reality is I don't manage any kind if balance, I just do my best.
But if you're asking me how I can write out my thoughts without losing steam, bruh that's just who I am, I'm almost 40 and what you see now is the best I can make myself shut up and I feel the attempt is a collosal failure. Ejecting critical thoughts structurally from the ether of my mind has always been my default state of existence.
In fact I wish you guys asked me questions more often, especially about my stories and characters, so I have an excuse to ramble at length but my inbox is usually pretty quiet. I'm blueballing.
