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the scaredy cat · 11d
Hi, Sia. Just checking up on you. How's 2025 treating your life so far?
As I’m writing this to you, I suddenly think of butterflies & sunflowers. For some people, butterflies might seem gross since they come from caterpillars, but... every time I see a butterfly, I get so happy because their wings are all so different from e/o, from dark to bright colors. I think that makes them really unique. They get to fly freely in the air w/ their beautiful wings, but before they can enjoy that freedom, they have to go through metamorphosis. They hang in the hot & cold air, fight through tough times for that freedom. I hope one day you can be like a butterfly. We all go through a process to grow. I’m sure you’ve been working hard, & I hope one day you can fly freely around the world, just like a butterfly, but I also hope your life lasts way longer than a butterfly’s. So, you can enjoy the hard work you've done.
Talking about sunflowers, have you ever thought about visiting a sunflower garden? Nowadays, there are some places w/ sunflower fields as tourist spots. I really enjoy seeing sunflowers in full bloom. They look so beautiful because they grow together in a field. I wonder if sunflowers are called sunflowers because they always try to find sunlight to grow? That’s why sunflowers grow upwards, following the sun? For me, the yellow color of sunflowers gives off such a positive vibe. I think you're like a sunflower, someone who can spread good energy & happiness to others. I hope I’m not the only one who thinks that. I’m not being flirty, but I’m really happy to have met you because you’re so funny. Sunflowers can also make others happy when they see them bloom, right? I’d be happy to see your growth too, like how you’re treating yourself better than you did before. Yk, that’s def’ a step forward in becoming a better version of yourself.
Your answer was really genius. I feel the same way, life can’t always be 100% great. That’s why, I hope happiness always finds its way to you & you’re always surrounded by good people. Btw, I’m happy to hear you're treating yourself better than before. I hope your love for yourself continues to grow. So, you’ll prioritize yourself over others. Don’t feel sorry if you can't help or be the best for someone else. We need to prioritize our own self.
Thank you, Sia. I'll be manifesting all the good words from you, hoping they become a reality in my life. I wish the same for you too. Yeah, I feel like all Sagittarians should thank you because you’ve left such a good impression on me, LOL. My zodiac is Virgo too, I was born in early September, just a few days apart from your bias, Felix. You don’t need to feel bad or disappointed in yourself since I don’t think I’ve ever talked about zodiac signs w/ you before. Actually, this is my first time telling you that my zodiac is Virgo.
Idk whose idea it was for The Boyz to cosplay as princess, but I think it’s pretty creative since it catches people’s attention. I really hope the new agency treats them way better than the last one. So, Sangyeon doesn’t have to worry so much about leaving the kids for military service. I also hope you’ll still get to see The Boyz live at their next world tour, no matter where it is. I really hope you get to watch them perform in person.
Wow, I'm so happy for you. I'm glad to hear your story. Tbvh, you’re really good at storytelling. Has anyone ever said that to you? I can feel how excited you’re eventho it's just text. If I were you, I’d probably feel the same way. It must feel unbelievable that the idol you've only seen on screen is actually right in front of you.
I'm glad you described Felix w/ so many kind words, you even got a bit confused. That just proves Felix is such a good person. You genuinely care for him so much. Felix deserves to have a fan like you. Tbvh, I was unsure about sending this because I know something happened to Felix. You must be feeling sad, right? I'm so sorry to hear that, Sia. I’m hoping for Felix’s quick recovery. All the members, their families, staff, & fans must be really worried, but I’m 1000000% sure he’ll recover soon because he’s such a good person. I’m sure when the time comes, he’ll be able to perform amazingly in front of y’all.
I agree w/ you. All of Stray Kids' songs are amazing. Their energy on stage is seriously no joke. Besides that, the sound & stage props are really well-planned. It's no surprise that Stray Kids is gaining more & more fans. I love it when fans jump around during Stray Kids' performances. That means the fans are really enjoying the concert.
Yeah, I think 3RACHA deserves the title of 4th gen leaders because their rank in KOMCA is also high eventho Stray Kids is part of the 4th gen group. Ah, I can understand how you feel. Maybe you wanna cry because you can’t believe how far they’ve come, but in the end, they got what they deserved for all that hard work, right? I’m sure 3RACHA’s talent has been amazing from the start. Now, many people are recognizing their talent & supporting them. It’s all about timing. They’ve proven that they deserve appreciation, support, & even love from around the world.
Oh, I see. So, your bias wrecker is Changbin. That means my prediction was wrong, LOL. I still can’t really imagine it because I’ve never seen him in person. I know he’s really buff, but I thought at least Bangchan’s arms would be bigger than Changbin’s, but it seems like rn Changbin’s arms are bigger than Bangchan’s? Tbvh, Changbin's personality is so cute. I mean, he’s warm-hearted. Besides that, he’s not shy to do aegyo or dance to cute & cheerful GG choreos. I love how Changbin always does dance challenges w/ other groups whenever Stray Kids has a comeback. He always nails all the choreo. I don’t mean to say other male idols’ dancing is bad, but I hope yk what I mean. I love Changbin's energy when he dances, whether it’s BB or GG choreo.
I'll write down all the songs you've recommended for me. Thank you for recommending those songs. I've already listened to some of them after you suggested them. Tbvh, I've been loving Star Lost since it was released. The funniest thing is, I really like Felix's part:
"You got me feeling star lost, star lost..."
That's Felix’s voice, right? Am I right? Sorry if I'm wrong, but I swear I can hear Felix's voice there. Star Lost is one of my favorite b-sides from the NOEASY album, along w/ Gone Away. I'm so happy that some of the songs you like match my taste. I love Cover Me & Youtiful. Those songs were my comfort songs when I was feeling down. I really think Youtiful is a masterpiece. Big thanks to Stray Kids for releasing such an amazing song like Youtiful. The lyrics are really beautiful, & I always get emotional when I hear it. I feel supported by Stray Kids whenever I listen to their voices. My favorite songs are Cover Me & Leave from the ROCK-STAR album. Also, I love Youtiful & Hall of Fame from the 5-STAR album. I’m always amazed watching Stray Kids perform Hall of Fame, eventho they always nail every song. But the energy they bring in Hall of Fame is just crazy. It's so incredible & addictive that I can replay that performance over & over again.
Ah, I think I’ll start listening to more of The Boyz's song now. Tbvh, I haven’t really heard many of their songs. Thank you for recommending some songs, Sia. Bite Back is so good, it’s def’ one of my favorite b-sides from their latest album. It’s a shame they don’t perform it much tho. I haven’t been able to see The Boyz do a Bite Back dance challenge w/ other groups. There are some, but I feel like there should be more, LOL. Idk most of their songs, but so far I really like Bite Back, Goodbye, & Thrill Ride.
I agree w/ you. It's such a shame that this site is shutting down next month. Thank you for respecting my decision & for never asking too much about me eventho I know you're curious. It really makes me feel like you respect my privacy & comfort. I appreciate that a lot, Sia. Ah, thank you so much, but tbvh, I think everyone deserves to be loved & cared for by others. Maybe you're getting this from me because you treat others w/ warmth. So, I believe this is just God's way of returning the good you've shown to others. I think your kindness to me is already more than enough because you're always sending me prayers. Thank you for your kind words. I really meant it.
What a cute TMI. I’m sorry if I kept you awake till 2 AM. I didn’t mean to do that. Before I go, I wanna give you another clue. I’ll make it clear.
I’m your ex-mutual, but I deactivated my account permanently. This happened long before you decided to not be active on your account. I don’t think we were close because as I remember, we never had intense or deep conversations, but I enjoyed seeing you talk about things on timeline because... you’re always so passionate about things. I actually find that really attractive. So, I think you're cool, & I find your opinions interesting. This made me realize we’re not the same. I’m not good at expressing my thoughts clearly. I like seeing that side of you, where you share your opinions on timeline because it makes you look cool. Eventho we never had deep conversations, your tweets would often show up on my timeline, & we’d sometimes interact in mentions, not private chats. Maybe we had a private chat once, but the topic was simple.
I noticed from some of your tweets that we have one thing in common. We both like the same group, but I feel like you became a fan of them way before I did. I realized this because I saw you tweet about how much you love one of their songs, Streetlight. I see how much you love the group & I think that’s great. I think because of that song I still remember you. W/o realizing it, I wanna support you. We have some things in common, being fans of the same group, & I’ve also gone through those stressful, depressive phases.
I really don’t wanna disturb your life. I feel like I might be seen as weird or annoying person. I’m sorry if I made you feel scared at some point. I didn’t mean that at all. Tbvh, I just wanna say I never had the intention to hurt you. If you were ever feeling sad, even when you decided to become less active on your account, I worried & wondered what was going on in your life that made you decide to do that. I was a bit shocked when I saw your profile close. It makes me sad to see you feeling hopeless. Finally, I decided to ask on Retrospring. Luckily, you're still active on Retrospring. Thank God. I’m really happy we got to talk for the first time here. Thank you, Sia. Please always remember that I’ll always support you & wish the best for your life. Even if I don’t send messages on Retrospring again, I hope you realize that many people care about you & are grateful for your presence in this world (re: please count me in).
Should I try to get Retrospring to change their mind & not shut down permanently? Jk, I have no power over that, LOL. Oh, & I’m not asking you to make an anonymous message account like Retrospring again. I have no right to ask or control you. What I mean is, you can decide what to do w/ your life because it’s your life. You can choose whatever you want, but if one day you decide to create an anonymous message account like Retrospring again, I hope you’ll put the link in your profile. Maybe one day, I’ll have some free time & stop by to say hello, give you encouragement, or just check on how you’re doing. Just remember, I’m not forcing you to create an anonymous message account like Retrospring. It’s your life, so you can do whatever you want.
Before I end this message, can I recommend a few songs to you? Here’s some songs I recommend for you. ATEEZ (One Day At A Time); Seventeen (Campfire, Kidult, Cheers To Youth); Stray Kids (Grow Up, Scars, Time Out); DAY6 (For Me); AKB48/JKT48 (365 Nichi no Kamihikouki). Sorry if any of these don’t match your taste, but I really hope you can read the lyrics of these songs. I love reading them because they’re so meaningful. I want you to feel motivated to live & chase your dreams. Sia, thank you so much for your time. I’m really glad I got to know you. I’m sorry if I made any mistakes & I know this message is super long. I’m sorry for the late reply. I hope that one day you’ll have the life you want. May God bless you w/ all the good things in the world.
oh hello again, dearest sender! i thought that last message was your final visit… um, my answer will always be the same. but this time, i think things have gotten worse. i still feel dizzy while writing this reply, so if it sounds weird or anything, just bear with me. anyway, i just heard the news that someone i know has passed away. unfortunately, this person was actually a really good person. but good people are always leave first, right? honestly, i’m still trying to process the news. it feels really weird because we can never predict what will happen in our lives. let alone the future.. even ten minutes from now, we have no idea what will happen. but you know what’s amazing? hmm, in don’t know if “amazing” is the right word, but the night i received the news was the same night you sent this message. a coincidence that made me cry twice as much. it felt like the perfect moment, like you showed up just when i needed it. are you sure you're not my guardian angel?
by the way, thank you! I love butterflies too! they’re such breathtaking creatures, a true masterpiece of God's creation. it’s bittersweet, though, how something so beautiful has only a short time to spread its wings and fly freely. isn't it sad? just when a butterfly can finally reveal its true self, its time in the world is already so short. but really, that's such a beautiful thought! i wish i could be like that butterfly. i don't know if you believe in astrology or anything like that, but i found out that 2025 is supposed to be my year to bounce back! apparently, i’m on the path of arcana 7. they say that if i stay in a positive state, there will be so many things i can achieve. i’m trying to stay optimistic, at the very least, that’s something i can hold on to. but unfortunately, this month, i feel like i'm barely surviving. not to be dramatic, but maybe this is my end, sender…
OHH i swear it must be fun, huh? sunflowers are my favorite flowers! i think if i remember correctly, some people from my old ca even described me as a sunflower. cool, right? indeed beautiful. the last time i went to a sunflower garden was when i attended the Van Gogh exhibition! but i forgot whether the flowers were real or not lol. i hope i can visit a real sunflower garden one day! it must be such a beautiful and fun experience to see so many sunflowers in full bloom. thank you, really. i didn't expect you to receive my energy so well, so perfectly, even. i'm really happy to have met you and to be able to talk to you like this. even though i don’t know who you are (sorry again). thank you for your spark of enthusiasm! seriously, you always manage to ignite that spark in me. i’ll try my best.. hopefully, i can bloom like a sunflower too.
lately, i've been trying to prioritize myself, but i feel like i come off as ignorant and selfish. maybe my approach is wrong. i also feel guilty when i don't have the time to help the people around me. even though i want to, for some reason, i just can’t. and that actually makes me anxious? because i believe that every good deed i do will be repaid tenfold by God. but since i can’t do anything right now, i feel uneasy lol. hopefully, after this, i’ll gain some kind of superpower, so i can take care of myself and still help the people around me at the same time.
ohhh, i’m glad to hear that! virgos are so cool, just like you! (no wonder.) by the way, tmi i have a childhood friend aka my dorothea, and she’s also a virgo. i don’t know why, but every time i meet a virgo, i always feel like they have a soft side and an aura that makes people feel comfortable around them. maybe i’m just influenced by my old friend? or maybe it’s because my moon is also in virgo, so i kind of get it and feel that way. but not entirely. still, every virgo i know is like that! plus, so many of my favorite idols are virgos (lovingly).
ahahaha, nooooo. he doesn’t need to worry! i’ll help take care of the boyz. i’m willing to be their soldier. i hope so! if possible, you should come along to watch the boyz because they’re so cool!!!
pfttt, i don’t mean to sound overconfident, but i actually know i’m good at storytelling. i think i have a unique way of making stories engaging? my friends also say that whenever i tell a story, it becomes exciting because of my energy and the way i use words. i like to be funny and expressive. SORRY IF I SOUND OVERCONFIDENT.
seriously, i felt like i was going to faint when i saw felix. felix isn’t human—he’s an angel. aaaaaaa yeah, i’m really sad. for the past few days, i’ve been confused and didn’t know what to do. not exaggerating, but he’s my loml… yk it’s heartbreaking to see my loml in pain </3. i hope he recovers soon. felix is such a strong person (saying like i know him personally lol). but i know he will definitely get better and perform like before! i can’t imagine yk… when i watched the live fanmeet on the third day while felix was resting and sick, i was so sad. but thank you for praying for my loml <3!
indeed, bruh. they always give their best. if you’ve ever watched their kingdom performances, they were freaking amazing ngl. IKR! i feel so proud whenever i see 3RACHA's names on that top 10 producer list. like damnnnnn. right, it’s all about timing. hopefully, you and i will also find our moment to shine! this world needs both of us too!
it’s okay! in my opinion changbin is bigger. i don’t know, though, since i didn’t measure him directly hehe. but yes, changbin is so precious! his personality is so intense yet warm—like fire, a campfire. of course, that represents of the group hahaha. he’s also super friendly, yk he has a lot of friends. you must be know about the '99 liners’ friendship group in k-pop? changbin is part of it. the 99l group is so fun, i wish i could join.. by the way, thank you for praising changbin! if he read this, he’d be so happy!!!
oh, really??? that’s great. and yep, that’s felix’s voice if you’re talking about 3:00–3:08! the second person who said the same lyrics was bangchan anyway. whoa…i guess we did have the same taste! those are such comforting songs. it feels like they’re hugging us, don’t you think? youtiful is on another level of comfort song. and hall of fame! that song is amazing, especially as an encore. too bad they didn’t sing it back then. i guess not everyone understands stray kids' energy like we do? i feel bad for people who don’t like skz songs.
it’s okay! though the boyz is pretty big in south korea, their popularity is kinda, yk… maybe it’s because they’re not from a big agency. but thanks to road to kingdom! that survival show really helped the boyz gain the popularity they deserved. umm, maybe they released that song too close to or during their world tour agenda, so. anyway, you have great taste! thrill ride is such a good summer song. i remember really loving that song back then.
honestly, i'm trying my best to hold back my curiosity lol. i tend to be very curious and overthink a lot if i don’t get an answer immediately, maybe because i have mercury in scorpio. but i did it! i respect your boundaries and privacy. i just want to do whatever makes you comfortable. OMG.. that’s really kind of you. thank you so much. so this is my good karma, right? thank God! thank you for saying that. even though it’s probably not enough and doesn’t equal the kindness you’ve given me, i hope it still makes you happy and puts a smile on your face.
SCREAMING. what a precious and important clue! but I have to be honest, i still can't remember (MY BAD, CRIES). i guess the antidepressants i take made me lose some memories, or at least, that’s what other people say about these meds. but the clues are very helpful, to be honest. since you deactivated your account long ago, that means i can’t even track any mentions or private messages, right? even when i checked my old telegram, i found nothing. my head hurts. maybe i'm just stupid dawg. WHAT A SHAME, SIA.
tbh, i laughed when you said that about me… i was so passionate about talking openly and throwing out my honest thoughts about things, right? that’s crazy. for some people, i might seem annoying. but no worries, if you think what i did was cool, i’m still doing it anyway. i don’t really care what people think about me and my opinions because, to me, what i say is always right! at least for me lmao. if they find me annoying, maybe they just can't handle the truth, no?
i think i talked a lot about streetlight back then? i mean, i can't help it… that song really had a big impact on me. it’s basically about me?!?! i relate to that song way too much. thank you for remembering me for that! i love hearing it so much! i'm so glad we both stan the same group. i always love it when someone loves the same group as i do because that means we can be good friends.
oh no.. i'm so sorry about that. you're so amazing, you know that? still being here, spreading kindness and happiness to others despite your own struggles. i hope you'll always be happy. like i always say, you deserve happiness, and i genuinely hope you're surrounded by it wherever you go. <3
no, it’s actually not weird at all, and you're not disturbing me in the slightest. if anything, i feel bad because you keep spending your energy writing all these beautiful words for me. i appreciate it more than you know. i'm sorry i wasn’t able to tell you in person when i decided to close that account. honestly, i didn’t expect this.. you knowing about it. i was just checking my retrospring account, and suddenly, there was an interesting question that popped up. i’m glad it was you!
thank you so much for your support. this is beyond anything i could have ever imagined. the fact that you still remember my account even after deactivating really touches my heart. i never expected or realized that i left that kind of mark on you. i'm just an ordinary person in this big world, but you make me feel beyond special. thank you so much!!!
hahaha got it! i actually already made a neospring account, but i haven’t really used it yet. i’m not sure if people will actually switch to it instead of other alternatives to replace retrospring. but sure, if i finally make another anonymous message account, i’ll put it in my bio. i hope you still remember my twitter account though lol. but if you don’t, my username is probably just (dearpoetsociety), that’s my trademark, yk besides streetlight hehe. i’d be so happy and honored if you came to visit and said hello! i’d probably mark it on my calendar as the best day of the year.
anyway, that’s crazy.. because some of the songs you recommended are actually my favorites! one day at a time by ateez used to be my number one favorite, well, maybe turbulence kinda has taken that spot now. but seriously, that song was my only friend and motivation when i was struggling to meet deadlines back then. WOW HOLY MOLY THIS IS AMAZING. you have such great taste! i can say these are my favs, except for AKB48/JKT48 since i don’t really listen to them. but i will check out that song now! thank you so much for your recommendations! God.. this is such a beautiful way to end this message. just know that you never made any mistakes! God, reading the final sentence and writing this reply really feels like a breakup lol. but again, i can’t thank you enough for all these good memories! i hope only the best things happen to you. you deserve the most wonderful life God could ever create for anyone in this world. until we meet again, GOODBYE! (no one ever says goodbye unless they want to see you again. that’s my favorite quote from one of my favorite books by John Green, by the way! hehe) :D
the scaredy cat · 28d
Hi, Sia. Long time no see. I hope the breeze keeps you cool on hot days & I hope the wind whispers to you that there are people out there who care about you & want you to be happy (re: please count me in).
Anyway, how's your day lately? Just checking up on you. I just hope life treats you well & if it doesn't, I hope you can treat yourself well. I was initially going to send this message on New Year's, but I changed my mind. In the end, I decided to send it now. Hope you don't mind it.
Of course, I remembered your birthday. Like I said before, you're one of the most adorable people in the world & chatting w/ you is always so much fun. I never thought I'd get to know someone as cool as you. Actually, I think you're the 1st Sagittarius I've ever known.
Never expected I'll get a wishes as well, but thanks for the kind wishes. Hopefully all the good things you're wishing for me will come back to you too, because you totally deserve it.
Tbh, I just found out my zodiac sign is the same as your bias, Felix. I'm shocked & feel honored at the same time, LOL. The more I find out about him, the more I think he's literally an angel.
Talking about The Boyz reminds me of something. If I'm not mistaken, didn't they recently hold an event in Korea? I was laughing so hard when I saw them being all goofy as princess at stage, especially Eric running in heels like a pro. I hope The Boyz continues to shine & gets treated well by their new agency, so you can keep enjoying their music. Maybe someday they'll come here & you can attend their concert again, making more memories w/ The Boyz, & of course, all the other fans.
I'm absolutely happy that you got to attend Stray Kids's concert last December. Finally, you met your bias, Felix. What was your impression when you saw Felix in person? Was he like an angel? I hope their concert becomes one of your most unforgettable memories ever.
Btw, which song made you super happy during the concert? Ah, it's no big deal, Stray Kids is just amazing. I think it's totally fair that I appreciate Stray Kids because they deserve all the love. Especially when I found out how hard 3RACHA worked to create Stray Kids's songs. You must be so proud of them, right? Their hard work really paid off. I hope they'll shine even brighter because they totally deserve it.
When you said your favorite song is Han's solo track, I remembered how people who attended the concert were amazed by Han's performance, & he became their bias wrecker. Were you also stunned by Han's performance? I think the song 'Stray Kids' by Stray Kids is amazing. Thanks for singing along during the concert. It must've been a mix of emotions, especially since the lyrics which told their story from debut 'til now.
If you don't mind, can you recommend your favorite songs from Stray Kids & The Boyz that are so good & make you feel like:
"Every people have to listen to this song because it's really good!"
Maybe I haven't heard the song, & when I start to listenin' the song, I'll love them, & add them to my playlist. I think I'll even remember those songs as Sia's favorite song.
Ngl, I'm gonna miss Retrospring since it's shutting down next month. Actually, I'm kinda sad because I won't be able to chat w/ you anonymously anymore. No offense, it's not that I don't wanna interact w/ you in a private chat, but I think I'm such an avoidant person. So, I think it's better for us to keep it like this because I'm scared you'll be disappointed in me. Other than that, every goodbye is sad, isn't it? So, I feel like... this is the best way for us. I just wanna be remembered as someone who's supportive & rooting for your happiness. Hope you won't think I'm weird or anything.
I'm so sorry I forgot to wish you a happy new year, Sia. That's all for now, & I hope 2025 brings you tons of good news & happiness. I hope all your unfulfilled dreams from last year & new ones come true this year. I hope you'll reply to this before Retrospring shuts down, but if you don't get to, I'll just assume maybe it's our fate. Eventho we won't be able to exchange messages like this anymore, I'll always be rooting for you. Thanks for being born & for replying to my messages on Retrospring all this time. It was great knowing you, Sia.
Xx.
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Apologize for sendin' the long text.
hello again, dearest anon! what a great way to greet me, thank you so much, i really appreciate it (dw i’ll count you in).
well, as always, life has never been 100% great, but i’m so grateful because i feel like i’m surrounded by a lot of good people now. i couldn’t be more thankful for that. i think i’ve been treating myself better than before too, so it’s totally fine. anyway, happy new year to you too! i hope this year brings you a lot of happiness and that you get everything you’ve always wanted.
oh, really?! wow, what an honor! being the first sagittarius you’ve ever known got me giggling. thank God i didn’t give you a bad impression of sags out there lol.
it’s not a big deal. you’re the one who’s always been nice to me, so at least i have to do something, right? but it’s not just because you’re nice to me, i genuinely love giving people well wishes, and you totally deserve them too!
eh??? ain’t no way! so you’re a virgo too? this might be a clue, but my stupid brain can’t really remember people’s zodiac signs sometimes. AAA WHAT A SHAME i could have figured out who you are, but in fact, i didn’t. i’m going to freaking cry now!!!
you’re right! their fan meeting was so amazing and funny! i really didn’t expect them to be princesses like that. oh, Amen. they’ve been through a lot with their old agencies, and i also hope they’ll be treated better. it seems like they are (so far). OMG, i hope so! they promised to come back to Indonesia next time, so i’m going to hold them to their promises.
it was so crazy, you know. finally meeting my ult bias in k-pop was such a blessing!!! i couldn’t help but shake and cry (literally). felix is so angelic, ethereal, stunning, gorgeous, handsome, pretty, beautiful, cute, i don’t even know how many good words to describe him. he’s literally not human! so unreal to see in real life! EYES WIDE OPEN, and even now, i still can’t believe it actually happened.
OMG, all of their songs were amazing! i personally screamed my lungs out to: stray kids, god’s menu, topline, chk chk boom, super bowl, lonely st., social path, and domino. and for the solo stage, i sang hold my hand by han so loudly. when they performed social path and miroh, we all jumped together! oh gosh that was such an amazing experience!!
yessss, 4th-gen leaders, i might say! 3RACHA was such an iconic pioneer, couldn’t be more proud of them, i’m gonna cry. anyway, i think you have to listen to placebo (the 3RACHA version)! it’s my absolute #1 favorite song by them or even by stray kids as a whole! this song also has an ot8 version with the same title. sorry for being overly excited promoting them lol.
like i said, i was really amazed by his performance during hold my hand. but if i had to choose one member as my bias wrecker during the concert, it would be changbin! oh gosh, that man really wrecked me. he’s so cool when you see him in real life. man is BIG. i told you i would sing it for you! i was crying that day. T____T
UMMM, I HAVE A LOT. besides placebo, which i mentioned before, you should listen to streetlight (my username lol, and it’s a solo song by changbin btw), mixtape: oh, the view, fairytale, youtiful (i personally dedicate this song to you, please listen!), star lost, cover me, megaverse, slash, the tortoise and the hare (this one is hilarious), and ARGHH i could literally mention all of their songs, so i’ll stop here. and for the boyz, i think you should listen to bloom bloom, no air, flag (huhu i'm crying), salty, daydream, timeless, nectar, maverick, the stealer, and bite back! personally, i love their older songs because they have such a cheerful vibe.
it’s too bad this app is shutting down, but i understand your decision. still, if you ever change your mind, you can find me on my old X account since i never log out of that one, or on my new telegram: @slvmps. i mean, not gonna lie, it’s kinda sad that i (maybe) won’t get another chance to hear from you. because honestly, i think you deserve to be loved and cared for just as much as you’ve given that to me :(
i might not know who you are (please don’t be mad, my memory is kinda bad), but if i can be honest, i’m so curious like, deadly curious. i might turn into an arwah penasaran if i never get the chance to know who you are. but again, don’t feel overwhelmed by it, i get it, and i respect your decision. but if you ever change your mind, i swear i wouldn’t do anything to harm you if you reached out to me :]
not to be dramatic, but i read this message the day you sent it, like??? what a perfect timing to check retrospring bruh. and i just couldn’t help but cry because it felt so good to receive. TMI: i couldn’t sleep until 2 AM because i kept recalling my memories and wondering who this lovely virgo was OMG I'M SO SORRY :((((((((((((((((((((((
uhm… thank you for these precious several months. thank you for checking on me and sending me such beautiful, heartfelt messages. i don’t know what i did to deserve all of that, but again thank you, thank you, thank you soooooo muuuuuuch! thank you for being such an angel. it’s been so great, and i’m so grateful to have know and met you. i hope the world treats you well, always.
with love,
sia.
the scaredy cat · 3mo
Knock!
Knock!
Hi, Sia. Long time no see. How's your day lately? Just checking up on you. I hope the moon & stars will keep shining prettily in the dark night so you can gaze at the beautiful sky.
It's good to be here again on your b'day. Today’s the day you were born into this world, right?
Happy b'day to the one w/ the most adorable personality. You know who I mean, right? I hope all your wishes come true.
No matter what you're fighting for, I'm sure someday you'll truly get what you want. I know you're strong enough to survive all the tough things that happened in your world, & that’s why I hope you'll believe & love yourself more because you've worked hard. I know it’s not easy, right? But look at you! You're doing great. You've grown up so well.
I hope you don’t give up. If you’re getting tired, it’s okay to take a short break. Self reward is also the best way to respect yourself. I truly hope the best things will happen in your life.
Anyway, thanks for letting me know about everything. I hope you'll remember & keep those memories in your heart. It must be hard to believe you finally got to see Sunwoo w/ your own eyes. That’s why I hope you had a great experience after attending their concert. Last but not least, from the bottom of my heart, I hope this month you can attend SKZ concert because I know you like Felix so damn much. I hope you get even more joy & euphoria from seeing & hearing Felix in person.
Besides that, I really enjoy reading you yapping about Stray Kids. I feel the same way. On the ATE album, they really ate, both in terms of the arrangement, vocals, song, meaning, & performance. I truly enjoy reading your reviews because it shows such excitement & appreciation for Stray Kids.
They're really amazing. You must be so proud to have been w/ them for so long, right? They've grown so much now. As far as I remember, Stray Kids will make another comeback before 2025. I didn’t expect that. I hope you'll love their next album coming out soon.
The song titled Stray Kids is really touching.
"Stray Kids still gonna rock on the Hellevator, yeah, we head to the top."
"Stray Kids, run 'til we're done, do whatever we want, yeah, we don't give a what."
"There ain't no last step out, oh, we'll never stop."
Sia, once again, like I said to you earlier, I hope you don’t give up. I know someday you'll head to the top. You'll make it.
May God bless you. Enjoy your day. I hope you'll have a wonderful day.
Xx.
Nb:
Please believe me, I ain't a bad person. I didn’t mean to make you worry when you read my question. I just wanna be your secret admirer & sometimes ask you questions because I know you deserve to be loved & praised. I’m sorry if I scared you or seemed annoying. I really didn’t mean it.
oh hi there! so you’re back again!!! sorry for the late reply.. i just saw your message. i honestly didn’t expect you to remember my birthday, but thank you so much for your thoughtful words and wishes. i truly hope God and the universe grant them all!
i can’t say thank you enough for your kindness in sending such a heartfelt message. it means so much to me that you took the time to write it. may God bless you abundantly for your generosity and thoughtfulness!
if i may share a little story, i was absolutely over the moon when i got to see sunwoo in person. he was beyond cool, and that day felt like the best day of my life. i swear, it was like my soul was shining lol. it was magical. and guess what? i’m meeting felix this saturday?!!! :D OH MY GOD i’m feeling all kinds of emotions—anxious, scared, nervous, but also so excited. it feels like another chance to reignite my spirit and my hope. i’m probably going to cry a lot that day.
and again thank you so much for appreciating stray kids! they’re truly incredible. this comeback has been insane, especially with all the solo tracks. of course, i’m in love with felix’s solo (no surprise there), but han jisung’s is amazing too! and the lyrics you mentioned, they will perform them, and i will sing my heart out for you!!
oh, i hope i’m not overwhelming you with all my excitement and worries.. it’s just that reading your message gave me a spark of motivation and hope—it honestly feels like a sign from God. i've probably read it more than three times already. thank you for being that beacon of light for me, even if i sound a little delusional saying this.
and don’t forget, you deserve all the goodness this world has to offer too! i hope the people around you treat you with love and care, and that your days ahead are filled with happiness. take care of yourself and stay healthy. until next time, whenever that may be. 💛
the scaredy cat · 8mo
Hi Sia, how's your day lately? Just checking up on you. I hope the sun sometimes still shines brightly for you & lights up your day!
Actually, you don't need to say sorry. It's okay if you're being dramatic. Don't you think every person has their own way of showing their true self to e/o? Nah, I like the way you're being dramatic over somethin'. That'll be one of my favorite sides of yours.
About what I said earlier, I remember what your idol (re: Stray Kids) has ever said in their song.
"No need to rush, my pace. Don’t compare. It’s alright to go slowly. Go on your own path, my lane. Put down your impatience. Just keep looking forward."
At least you should take a rest for a while when you're overwhelmed. Don't forget to appreciate yourself because every bravest thing that you take needs appreciation.
Ah, tbh I came here because I heard Stray Kids will make a comeback. I hope you'll enjoy their new album. I'm curious about your opinion on their new MV. Mind to share what you feel after watchin' their MV? It'll be an honor for me! But if you think you won't share it, it's okay, you have the right to decline it.
Last, but not least, I hope next week will be better than this week. Don't forget to smile and take a deep breath if you're tired.
Nb:
Apologize for sendin' the long text.
hello again, anonymous sender! thank you for asking me again. my days lately have been pretty mixed up, i mean yes as usual anyway. but the early weeks gave me a lot of hope and happiness because i'm going to meet my loml, sunwoo! next! month! i was so happy and excited that i didn't get enough sleep for a few days and came down with a fever. but that's a bit resolved now. you know, i'm finally going to meet him and see him in person? it's not just “breathing the same air” but i'm seeing his form in person ARGHHHHH OH GOD i'm definitely going to faint on the spot. but hopefully i won't because i'll be at a loss lmao. oh damn, i'm getting dramatic again. but you said it's an interesting side right? thanks then. not everyone is going to like dramatic people, or maybe their sense of humor is just bad sorry not sorry.
anyway, it's quite surprising that you know the lyrics of that song?! indeed, stray kids does have a lot of songs with amazingly beautiful lyrics. again, thanks for telling me that. i didn't know that i actually needed to hear this from someone else. thanks for being that person. stray kids would also be very happy to have you listen to their song!
regarding their comeback this time as usual i would say they are so cool! regardless of me liking them but i'm sure everyone will agree with me. they really weren't joking with that “ate” album title. they served, ate, and left no crumbs. all the songs on that album are great, but my favorites are stray kids and runners. and the title track chk chk boom is also very cool! the music video is also really cool, i'm at a loss for words other than to say that it's freaking cool, it's awesome. there's deadpool and wolverine in there as cameos as well, it's absolutely genius. this interaction that i've been watching since 3 years ago ended up being fantastic. just lit!!! but unfortunately the song was only 2 minutes?! so i have to play that song at least 10x a day to feel satisfied.
sorry, i tend to yap too much when it comes to stray kids. and by the way they will have a concert here by the end of the year too, please help me pray that i can meet my sunshine, felix! oh yeah i also wish you a great day, may the end of this month bring you much happiness! have a good one. 再见.
the scaredy cat · 8mo
I see. Tbh, the lyrics are so meaningful. I think I've started to like it too because it's relatable to us. Idk what you've been through, but I wish someday you'll have a better life & find someone to lean on. Don't force yourself too hard, Sia!
Sometimes it'll be better if we release all of our emotions. Imo, we can't always suppress our sadness/anger because it isn't good for our mental health. Ah, I talk too much. Maybe someday I'll come back to ask you.
I truly hope you'll be happier than you are now, Sia.
💫 Manifesting all the good things to happen in Sia's life. 💫
See you.
hi! apologies for the delayed response. i don't know how to reply to this without feeling like there are tears welling up in my eyes. sorry for being dramatic, you know me. again thank you for your kind words. you must have been having a good day when you typed them. at this point i can't guarantee if i can still say "i'm working on it" to get that good life. the problem is that i have to push myself 1000x to get it. so sorry i can't follow your orders about don't-push-yourself-too-hard T___T
however, you're right about the emotions, because my psychiatrist also said the same thing. so... thank you! anyway, i'll pray for you from here. whoever you are (please give me a clue), i hope your day will always be good, great, fantastic, amazing, full of luck and happiness!
oh yeah, since you said see you, so make sure you come again! i'll try to reply as soon as possible. unless suddenly my parents drag me to mental health ward, maybe the reply will be a little late. cya!
the scaredy cat · 9mo
Nah, udah gue reveal kan terus kita bisa temenan lagi lewat mana. Yes, I still study astrology btw. And I won't die this time around.
the scaredy cat · 9mo
The last two q(s) that has Siken reference and the one who was looking for you was me actually, the Suguru Geto to your Gojo Satoru.
oh, it's you? lol hi! what's good? tbh i can actually guess that it's you because of the way you type like that (real). am i crazy, or should this be a flex? pft. anyway, it's really nice to talk with you again even though i don't understand why you are looking for me. but it makes me smile to know someone still remembers me. well you know what the crazy thing is i got haunted when i saw my oomf tweeted about astrological things like birth charts, etc. i suddenly remembered you, lmao. but i'm too scared to read my birth charts again. i forgot if i already saved the screenshots about those explanations or not. naurrr this is such an unimportant tmi. but hey suguru, don't die again, okay?
the scaredy cat · 9mo
Idk why I remember you whenever Streetlight by Stray Kids appears on my timeline. I tried to hear that song 'cause you seem to like it, Sia. Anw, happy weekend, Sia. I hope the sun will shine brightly for you & light up your day!
OMG really? i hope that song didn't haunt you like that. but it's a great song, isn't it? (pls say yes). anyway, it's not only that i like the song, but it has grown on me. if you look at the lyrics too, believe me, the song was actually written for me. i love that song so much that if i only had a moment left on this earth, i would play that song. lemme say it again I LOVE STREETLIGHT SO DAMN MUCH! can you hear me screaming? yeah that's me sorry. and thank you! you're so precious. i hope you will always surround by happiness too!
the scaredy cat · 9mo
I think I won't ever had the gut to let myself being known by you. This longing kind of disgust me, too. (Well, in a good way of course) It is nice to know that you are still alive. So live well, Theresia.
hi? i don't know what to say other than thank you. i'm sure you are also the most precious person i have ever known. i bet you're also a cool person (i only talk to cool people /jk). um.. i think don't deserve to say this when my condition is like this you know, but i'm also happy that you are still alive, whoever you are. may your life be filled with much happiness!
and oh still don't know who you are and i'm getting curious. sending me a message doesn't cost any cents by the way. gn!
the scaredy cat · 9mo
Happy Eid al-Adha. I hope you're doing fine, Sia!
the scaredy cat · 10mo
May I know where you went to? If you still checking this retrospring out anyway.
hi, dearest sender. apologies for the delay in getting back to you. i'm actually here, you know, in real life? kinda being half-dead zombie lmao. nah sorry, i'm currently only active on my private small account. i might be on and off depending on my crazy depression episodes tbh. if you wanna know where, you can reach me, send men a dm bcs i need to know who you are, kkay? have a great day anyway!
the scaredy cat · 11mo
Hi There, how's your day? I hope you're doing fine. Yk, sometimes I miss your random tweets, but it seems you're busy with you real life. Tbvvvh, I kinda miss you. May God bless you, There! 😞
hello, dearest sender. i'm so sorry for the tardy response. i can't say that i'm doing fine lately, but thank you for your kindness in asking me that question. i also feel flattered that you've missed my random tweets, even though they were totally weird and nonsensical. i hope you're doing fine too anyway. don't hesitate to reach me through dm! although i'm not active, i still log into my account, so if there's a notification, i might check it. have a great day and may God bless you too!
Vivianne Mackenzie. · 6 answers · 1y
It’s been awhile, how’s life treat you lately?
life has its ups and downs, and i'm still here. over the past two weeks, i've noticed positive outcomes in my reading, giving me a glimmer of hope. yet, i can't quite call it a victory because, come nighttime, i close my eyes, secretly wishing not to wake up the next morning. however, each morning brings a fresh wave of pain. it feels like i 'have to' choose coffee as i open my eyes to face the day. perhaps that tiny glimmer of hope is akin to a sprinkle of coffee for me? i'm not sure.
Alaska Young from Looking for Alaska! i feel a lot of similarities with her. i mean we both are sagittarius bitches, such as having a bold nature, a love for adventure, being moody, and being unpredictable (pft). both of us are equally unstable fr. we are also insanely impulsive and happen to share the same temperament type: optimistic-melancholic. even though she's unhinged, she's incredibly cool (i love her sm). she is me, and i am her.